Monday, March 17, 2014

Twice Upon A Time


I don’t believe in anything anymore, but I believe in you
Lost faith in all that once upon a time I thought were true
Lost myself inside yourself once upon a vacant heart
And lost my senses ever since the day, you chose that you'd depart

I worry now, that never will I find my head,
Toss and turn at night without you inside my bed
If twice upon a time, I shall be given chance with her
I will not slip nor sway, no matter the circumstances which occur

Tuesday, March 4, 2014

Illusions

She makes me feel like the sun is shining on my insides
Like even when I'm down and out I'm always welcome inside
She makes me feel as though I could forget bout all the hurt
Makes me feel anew even when I'm at my worst
She makes me feel as though the world, just may be fair
Even when she makes me scared that this is just a flare
She makes me feel that we are more than only friends
Even if tomorrow she says that this is all just for pretend
She makes me nervous, jittery, and stay up late at night
Even though she seems just fine and thinks I'm not her type
She makes think she's wrong, and that her heart is telling lies
She makes me think I love her as she winks and waves goodbye

Tuesday, May 29, 2012

Mi Amor

Her voice is that of an angel
I close my eyes and then I fly
Take me with you for I am mangled
I wish to watch this world from in the sky
My stomach drops my heart feels strangled
As beauty flows through your eyes to mine
We intertwine, our souls so tangled
No longer can I tell what is you or I

And when you touch my hand time halts
Such beauty I have never known
I look to you and see no faults
A perfection the world has never shown
Lock my heart inside your vault
Be careful for I am quite prone
To planting seeds on lands of salt
So my love has never grown

But you make me feel alive
Convinced my heart has never beat before
Warmth floods my skin and seeps inside
Perfection rains upon my core
All my life the world has lied
Thought there was no one whom I could adore
Now that you're here I must confide
Mi amor, mi amor

Wednesday, February 8, 2012

I'll Never Forget


I’ll never forget all the times I screamed
The pain too much, to me it seemed
To be more than I could ever stand
Worn down like rock against grains of sand
Felt so weak, so drained of love
Wished to die, to float above
But I found the light inside myself
Dreams of beauty brought me back to health
Now I’m here, at rest, on top
Moving fast and I’ll never stop
Smile beaming brighter than the sun
I’m filled with light, I once had none
I’ve found the purpose of all I see
Such a stunning sight I can’t believe
I had been so blind, letting hate into me
But now I share love, through creativity.

Thursday, November 17, 2011

Don't Really Care


I don’t really care if my parents love each other
Cause I know I love my sister and I know she loves her brother
I don’t really care that I know that they’ll read this
They can attribute it as an outburst and add it to the list
I don’t really care that I might as well have been mistake
I’ll be beautiful disaster, live like I’m an earthquake
I don’t really care if I come from a broken home
Cause the most gorgeous palace in the world is just rubble down in Rome
I don’t really care if my blood no longer feels related
My friends and I share love and that is much more concentrated
I don’t really care for my parent’s thoughts about this poem
Because as I write it I hear their feelings so I already know them
I don’t really care if people agree with what I say
Cause everything I say is right when nothing is okay.

Tuesday, November 15, 2011

No Happy Endings


Love’s a funny thing right now but I don’t doubt it cause of how you used to look at me
Do you know what’s gonna happen, since you died can you look into the future, G
It’s funny when we’re in a crowd we think the most but isolation brings epiphany
It’s amazing where our minds will go whenever there’s solidarity 

I’ve never had to feel alone before because my heart has always had a lovely echo
My knuckles have all turned white because even though you died I haven’t let go
I’m not a sad little boy and you’re not a fish my mom can go replace from Petco
You might think you hear tears hit the floor but my eyes, they aren’t wet though 

This call is long distance so when a question’s presented please don’t put the line on hold
I just want to know, if my futures in your hands could you tell me what you hold
If the devil put all his chips on the line would you see his bet or would you fold
Will I have the chance to walk along an emerald trail to see a kingdom built of gold  

I checked into the heartbreak hotel last night, I got the last room it’s number thirteen
Turns out I have the share the bed with a princess half my age, she lost all hopes of becoming queen
She said the kingdom had been destroyed by a mess of emotions too vast to clean
Told me she’s condemned to this establishment, she can never again be seen 

I asked her why she didn’t wish upon a star to go back to where things felt right
She told me that princesses exist but fairy tales don’t and when she looks up it’s dark at night 
Said this is the real world and you always lose and you usually don’t put up a fight
Quoted those who say things will work out and added two pennies on which she etched “not quite” 

I suppose that those who know the future are condemned to only demise
Because if a happy ending isn’t real then it only ends when we all die
And if a beautiful princess can never see a single star shoot across the sky
Then who am I to make the claim that one day as angels we will fly.

Thursday, October 27, 2011

Dreamer

I’m an insomniac, no I take that back
Cause I always sleep and that’s the facts
Doc’s don’t really know what to think of that
Cause I got a constant dream in the form of rap

But I live my life so wide awake
Always chancing shit like the odds are fake
Life’s a dream just lived in wake
Caught on film so you can’t retake

All I ever wanted to do was music
They said it was dumb so of course I choose it
Rejection’s knocking but I refuse it
Keep my head up and I just do this

Live like I never know when’s the end
Love like I’m never gonna see you again
Laugh like I got away with all my sins
Dream like the ink inside of my pen