Twice Upon A Time

I don’t believe in anything anymore, but I believe in you

Lost faith in all that once upon a time I thought were true

Lost myself inside yourself once upon a vacant heart

And lost my senses ever since the day, you chose that you'd depart

I worry now, that never will I find my head,

Toss and turn at night without you inside my bed

If twice upon a time, I shall be given chance with her

I will not slip nor sway, no matter the circumstances which occur

Illusions

She makes me feel like the sun is shining on my insides
Like even when I'm down and out I'm always welcome inside
She makes me feel as though I could forget bout all the hurt
Makes me feel anew even when I'm at my worst
She makes me feel as though the world, just may be fair
Even when she makes me scared that this is just a flare
She makes me feel that we are more than only friends
Even if tomorrow she says that this is all just for pretend
She makes me nervous, jittery, and stay up late at night
Even though she seems just fine and thinks I'm not her type
She makes think she's wrong, and that her heart is telling lies
She makes me think I love her as she winks and waves goodbye