So Much Pain

Numb I can no longer feel,
The pain so great it can’t be real,
The throbbing pang within my chest,
It hurts all day it never rests,
The anguish that keeps me up all night,
It surrounds me with darkness there is no light,
It makes me cold to my very core,
There is so much pain I can’t ignore,
It never gives up I cannot live,
But my life I will not give,
I’d cry if I could but I have no more tears,
I’d be terrified but I have no more fear,
I have no more life and I have no more soul,
I’ve lost everything that once made me whole,
I’m empty inside I’ve been hollowed out,
All that is left is sadness and doubt,
I yell and I scream to see if anyone’s there,
I know you’re around and I know you don’t care,
You leave me here alone where I helplessly lie,
I know that you’re waiting and soon enough I will die