If we don’t talk,
For a day or a year,
I want you to know,
I’ll always be here,
If you ever need me,
Don’t hesitate to call,
Cause I will come running,
To help fix it all,
You know how you feel,
And that it won’t change,
The funny thing about love,
It’s never arranged,
I’ll never take back,
The things that I said,
I think about them every night,
Right before bed,
I meant every word,
And I always will,
No one else will occupy the space,
That you used to fill,
So go find yourself,
If it’s what you need to do,
But I’ll always be here,
I’ll be waiting for you.
Sunday, February 28, 2010
Saturday, February 27, 2010
I Know You
I know you,
And I know when you’re sad,
I know when you’re happy,
I know when you’re mad,
I know when you smile,
Even on the phone,
I know when you need me,
When you feel all alone,
I know when you’re lying,
And when you’re dying inside,
I know when you’re angry,
And when you have something to hide,
So what are you hiding,
What can’t you tell me,
There’s no information,
That could change the girl that I see,
I love you for you,
And for nobody else,
And trust me on one thing,
Secrets don’t help,
I’ll give you my heart,
Do with it what you please,
But I’m begging you,
I’m down on my knees,
Be as happy as you possibly can,
Even if it means doing things,
You don’t fully understand,
And don’t worry about falling,
Cause I’ll always catch you,
I’ll be there to save help,
That’s just what I’ll do.
And I know when you’re sad,
I know when you’re happy,
I know when you’re mad,
I know when you smile,
Even on the phone,
I know when you need me,
When you feel all alone,
I know when you’re lying,
And when you’re dying inside,
I know when you’re angry,
And when you have something to hide,
So what are you hiding,
What can’t you tell me,
There’s no information,
That could change the girl that I see,
I love you for you,
And for nobody else,
And trust me on one thing,
Secrets don’t help,
I’ll give you my heart,
Do with it what you please,
But I’m begging you,
I’m down on my knees,
Be as happy as you possibly can,
Even if it means doing things,
You don’t fully understand,
And don’t worry about falling,
Cause I’ll always catch you,
I’ll be there to save help,
That’s just what I’ll do.
Friday, February 26, 2010
What Can I Do?
What can I do,
To help you understand,
What’s going on,
Cause it’s all in your hands,
How do I put it,
What do I say,
To make you see the problem
And fix it today,
I’ll give you your space,
But it will just make things worse,
This needs to end,
This horrible curse,
I know you’re in pain,
I can hear your voice,
You can end it all,
But you have to make the choice,
Please wont you trust me,
Take this leap of faith,
Because I’ll catch you at the bottom,
I promise it’s safe,
I hope that tonight,
You turn over in bed,
And suddenly everything changes,
Inside of your head,
I hope that you call me,
Tell me you are sad,
So I can help fix it,
And give you back what you had.
To help you understand,
What’s going on,
Cause it’s all in your hands,
How do I put it,
What do I say,
To make you see the problem
And fix it today,
I’ll give you your space,
But it will just make things worse,
This needs to end,
This horrible curse,
I know you’re in pain,
I can hear your voice,
You can end it all,
But you have to make the choice,
Please wont you trust me,
Take this leap of faith,
Because I’ll catch you at the bottom,
I promise it’s safe,
I hope that tonight,
You turn over in bed,
And suddenly everything changes,
Inside of your head,
I hope that you call me,
Tell me you are sad,
So I can help fix it,
And give you back what you had.
Thursday, February 25, 2010
You Are Beautiful
You are beautiful,
Don’t be afraid,
They are scared too,
You can face today,
You are immaculate,
So be yourself,
They will love you,
Not someone else,
Do what makes you happy,
Don’t change for them,
Let them see you,
They’ll want to be your friend,
What’s is cool,
It’s just a word
Ignoring you,
Would be absurd,
You’re invincible,
They can’t break you down,
People who love you,
Will always be around,
You know what’s right,
So make the choice,
Don’t be changed,
Listen to your voice,
It will be fine,
You will love today,
Remember you are beautiful,
It will be okay.
Don’t be afraid,
They are scared too,
You can face today,
You are immaculate,
So be yourself,
They will love you,
Not someone else,
Do what makes you happy,
Don’t change for them,
Let them see you,
They’ll want to be your friend,
What’s is cool,
It’s just a word
Ignoring you,
Would be absurd,
You’re invincible,
They can’t break you down,
People who love you,
Will always be around,
You know what’s right,
So make the choice,
Don’t be changed,
Listen to your voice,
It will be fine,
You will love today,
Remember you are beautiful,
It will be okay.
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
Living Without You
Living without you,
Is like breathing with no air,
I try my hardest,
But the pain I just can’t bare,
With your voice gone,
I can no longer hear,
Without you around,
It’s being alone I fear,
My hand is suddenly so freezing cold,
Because it no longer,
Has yours to hold,
My mind is black,
And my world is grey,
There’s really nothing left,
For me to say.
Is like breathing with no air,
I try my hardest,
But the pain I just can’t bare,
With your voice gone,
I can no longer hear,
Without you around,
It’s being alone I fear,
My hand is suddenly so freezing cold,
Because it no longer,
Has yours to hold,
My mind is black,
And my world is grey,
There’s really nothing left,
For me to say.
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
In So Much Pain
In so much pain I'm going numb,
Can't concentrate they think that I'm dumb,
Blushing bright red but feel sick so I'm pale,
I try to succeed but always I fail,
I feel my heart beating It's going to stop,
On the surface I look fine but really I'm not,
Invisible tears stream down my face,
I try to have purpose but I'm a disgrace,
I'm surrounded by people but I feel so alone,
I can't find the place that I can call home,
Everything's spinning but I'm standing still,
I'm losing control all power of will,
On the ground helpless not one hand reached out,
I just don't understand what life is about.
Can't concentrate they think that I'm dumb,
Blushing bright red but feel sick so I'm pale,
I try to succeed but always I fail,
I feel my heart beating It's going to stop,
On the surface I look fine but really I'm not,
Invisible tears stream down my face,
I try to have purpose but I'm a disgrace,
I'm surrounded by people but I feel so alone,
I can't find the place that I can call home,
Everything's spinning but I'm standing still,
I'm losing control all power of will,
On the ground helpless not one hand reached out,
I just don't understand what life is about.
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Monday, February 22, 2010
You Are
You are my heart,
That keeps blood flowing through my veins,
Without you I am alone,
I just lie here in pain,
You are my thoughtful mind,
Without you I cannot think,
If I were a ship you’d be the hull,
Without you I’d surely sink,
You are the sun that lights my day,
And the stars of my warm summer nights,
You are the fresh air that I breathe in,
And the wind that carries my kite,
You are the tissue with which I wipe my eyes,
When tears stream down my face,
You are the thing that fills me up,
With all my empty space,
Without you I am helpless,
Like a bird that has no wings,
Without you I am nothing,
Like a bell that just can’t ring,
You bring to my life answers,
To questions that I’ve always had,
You bring to my life happiness,
When it’s always been so sad,
There is only one person,
With whom I’m meant to share my life
And you are that person,
No one else will ever suffice.
That keeps blood flowing through my veins,
Without you I am alone,
I just lie here in pain,
You are my thoughtful mind,
Without you I cannot think,
If I were a ship you’d be the hull,
Without you I’d surely sink,
You are the sun that lights my day,
And the stars of my warm summer nights,
You are the fresh air that I breathe in,
And the wind that carries my kite,
You are the tissue with which I wipe my eyes,
When tears stream down my face,
You are the thing that fills me up,
With all my empty space,
Without you I am helpless,
Like a bird that has no wings,
Without you I am nothing,
Like a bell that just can’t ring,
You bring to my life answers,
To questions that I’ve always had,
You bring to my life happiness,
When it’s always been so sad,
There is only one person,
With whom I’m meant to share my life
And you are that person,
No one else will ever suffice.
Sunday, February 21, 2010
Cage
I cannot sleep in the night,
I can only sleep during day,
Ever since you broke my heart,
My life has been this way,
I feel no pain from anything,
My shattered soul has made me numb,
I can’t ever think straight I’m so confused,
This tragedy has made me dumb,
So please release me from this cage,
And let me fly away,
Because I can’t stay any longer,
I cannot die today.
I can only sleep during day,
Ever since you broke my heart,
My life has been this way,
I feel no pain from anything,
My shattered soul has made me numb,
I can’t ever think straight I’m so confused,
This tragedy has made me dumb,
So please release me from this cage,
And let me fly away,
Because I can’t stay any longer,
I cannot die today.
Saturday, February 20, 2010
Where'd You Go?
You said you’d be there but I guess that you lied,
A part of my soul shriveled up and has died,
You promised to help when I needed you most,
But now you are gone all that’s left is your ghost,
Everything’s dark and I can’t hear a sound,
I’m looking for you but you just can’t be found,
Where did you go and when will you return,
Your company is a virtue I yearn,
Are you really gone or did something go wrong,
If so don’t forget what I’ve said all along,
I’ll be here for you any place any time,
I’ll be at your side until everything’s fine,
So give me a call and we’ll talk this all out,
Because you are the thing I can’t live without.
A part of my soul shriveled up and has died,
You promised to help when I needed you most,
But now you are gone all that’s left is your ghost,
Everything’s dark and I can’t hear a sound,
I’m looking for you but you just can’t be found,
Where did you go and when will you return,
Your company is a virtue I yearn,
Are you really gone or did something go wrong,
If so don’t forget what I’ve said all along,
I’ll be here for you any place any time,
I’ll be at your side until everything’s fine,
So give me a call and we’ll talk this all out,
Because you are the thing I can’t live without.
Thursday, February 18, 2010
Happy Birthday
I’ll always be there when you are in need,
And I’ll never be overcome with hate and with greed,
Just one call away I’ll never be far,
I promise I’ll get there no matter how hard,
My love is stronger than anything you know,
And day-by-day our strong bond grows,
I’ll never lose you cause you keep me alive,
When you’re not around I’m empty inside,
You are the only thing that brings me joy and peace,
This world is hard and it’s my pain you ease,
I’ll be here for you any place any time,
Even when things will not turn out fine,
You’re my world but you’re worth so much more,
You’re what I love and what I adore,
As weeks turn to months and months turn to years,
Growing apart is not something I fear,
When I close my eyes it is you I see,
To my heart you have the key,
If you relax and close your eyes,
You’ll feel my presence very close by,
Because I’m never far I’m always near,
If you listen close it’s my voice you’ll hear,
Distance means nothing to you and I,
Because our love will last until the day that we die.
And I’ll never be overcome with hate and with greed,
Just one call away I’ll never be far,
I promise I’ll get there no matter how hard,
My love is stronger than anything you know,
And day-by-day our strong bond grows,
I’ll never lose you cause you keep me alive,
When you’re not around I’m empty inside,
You are the only thing that brings me joy and peace,
This world is hard and it’s my pain you ease,
I’ll be here for you any place any time,
Even when things will not turn out fine,
You’re my world but you’re worth so much more,
You’re what I love and what I adore,
As weeks turn to months and months turn to years,
Growing apart is not something I fear,
When I close my eyes it is you I see,
To my heart you have the key,
If you relax and close your eyes,
You’ll feel my presence very close by,
Because I’m never far I’m always near,
If you listen close it’s my voice you’ll hear,
Distance means nothing to you and I,
Because our love will last until the day that we die.
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Little Green Light
That little green light I love when it’s shown,
It tells the world that I’m not alone,
That little green light lets me know someone’s there,
That little green light lets me know someone cares,
That little green light is just a spark,
But it brings light to a place that is dark,
I’d rather you with me but because you’re not,
I’m happy with the little green light that I got.
It tells the world that I’m not alone,
That little green light lets me know someone’s there,
That little green light lets me know someone cares,
That little green light is just a spark,
But it brings light to a place that is dark,
I’d rather you with me but because you’re not,
I’m happy with the little green light that I got.
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
What If
What if I slept all day,
And stayed up all of the night,
What if I missed school,
And missed all of the light,
What if I was twelve hours behind,
And you were twelve ahead,
What if I ate my breakfast,
while you were lying in bed,
What if your clouds were my starry sky,
And your sunrise was my sunset,
What if my afternoon nap
Was the only quiet you'd get,
If the world was up and I was not,
Then what would you say,
Good thing that it's what if,
Cause I couldn't live that way.
And stayed up all of the night,
What if I missed school,
And missed all of the light,
What if I was twelve hours behind,
And you were twelve ahead,
What if I ate my breakfast,
while you were lying in bed,
What if your clouds were my starry sky,
And your sunrise was my sunset,
What if my afternoon nap
Was the only quiet you'd get,
If the world was up and I was not,
Then what would you say,
Good thing that it's what if,
Cause I couldn't live that way.
Monday, February 15, 2010
Intertwined
You can see through my eyes,
While I talk through your mouth,
As you're thinking My thoughts,
With your reliance I vow,
You can run with my legs,
While I think with your brain,
As you draw with my imagination,
Because of you I stay sane,
You dream while I sleep,
As I cry with your eyes,
And I learn while you listen,
When you're tired I sigh,
As I learn from your lessons,
You look back on my past,
While I cry out for your pain,
It's my shadow you cast.
While I talk through your mouth,
As you're thinking My thoughts,
With your reliance I vow,
You can run with my legs,
While I think with your brain,
As you draw with my imagination,
Because of you I stay sane,
You dream while I sleep,
As I cry with your eyes,
And I learn while you listen,
When you're tired I sigh,
As I learn from your lessons,
You look back on my past,
While I cry out for your pain,
It's my shadow you cast.
The Truth
Floating high up on top of a cloud,
All by myself not a person around,
No ears to listen to my lies,
No eyes from which I need to hide,
So I'll speak the truth I'll speak every word,
The funny thing is it's just what you've heard,
You see what you get and you get what you see,
It isn't the truth unless you've heard it from me,
I have no secrets and nothing to hide,
Everything I've expressed I feel deep inside,
So don't be confused I'll be very clear,
I love one thing most and it's you my dear,
I can't put a price on what this world's worth,
But if I had to choose I'd sure pick you first,
I've been empty inside since I left my home,
And it's you that lets me know that I'm not alone.
All by myself not a person around,
No ears to listen to my lies,
No eyes from which I need to hide,
So I'll speak the truth I'll speak every word,
The funny thing is it's just what you've heard,
You see what you get and you get what you see,
It isn't the truth unless you've heard it from me,
I have no secrets and nothing to hide,
Everything I've expressed I feel deep inside,
So don't be confused I'll be very clear,
I love one thing most and it's you my dear,
I can't put a price on what this world's worth,
But if I had to choose I'd sure pick you first,
I've been empty inside since I left my home,
And it's you that lets me know that I'm not alone.
Sunday, February 14, 2010
Farts and Darts
Farts and darts,
And works of art,
Cars and bars,
And big men named larz,
All these things just make me smile,
If only for a little while.
And works of art,
Cars and bars,
And big men named larz,
All these things just make me smile,
If only for a little while.
Saturday, February 13, 2010
I miss you
I miss you and your beautiful blue eyes,
I miss your smile,
So bright it lights up like summer skies,
I miss your laugh that always makes me glow,
I miss your touch that lets me know I'm not alone,
I miss our late night talks about irrelevant things,
I miss your voice that is comparable to when an angel sings,
I miss you,
Please come back I feel so alone,
I miss you,
Please wont you come home.
I miss your smile,
So bright it lights up like summer skies,
I miss your laugh that always makes me glow,
I miss your touch that lets me know I'm not alone,
I miss our late night talks about irrelevant things,
I miss your voice that is comparable to when an angel sings,
I miss you,
Please come back I feel so alone,
I miss you,
Please wont you come home.
Friday, February 12, 2010
What It Is
The clock is ticking and you say that the time is running out,
but my love will last forever and I say that without a doubt,
Love is like a tree it's a tree that never dies,
It grows until its blossoms pierce through the summer sky,
It grows up through space and time and into other galaxies,
It goes on and on forever completely encompassing you and me,
It's flamboyant colors shine so bright even through the darkest storms,
Sometimes it hurts but just a prick from it's gentle thorns,
It's always there just like an air bag in this crazy car ride of life,
It's a feeling which I adore and which no other can suffice,
It's the thing that allows my heart to keep beating day after day,
It's the thing that will disappear if you go away.
but my love will last forever and I say that without a doubt,
Love is like a tree it's a tree that never dies,
It grows until its blossoms pierce through the summer sky,
It grows up through space and time and into other galaxies,
It goes on and on forever completely encompassing you and me,
It's flamboyant colors shine so bright even through the darkest storms,
Sometimes it hurts but just a prick from it's gentle thorns,
It's always there just like an air bag in this crazy car ride of life,
It's a feeling which I adore and which no other can suffice,
It's the thing that allows my heart to keep beating day after day,
It's the thing that will disappear if you go away.
Thursday, February 11, 2010
All Nighter
Too much work for the day,
So I'll stay up all night,
Long after the world goes to bed
When there's no longer any light,
So tired that my eyes are stinging
And my neck will soon collapse,
Maybe if I just rest my head,
If only for a second on my lap,
There's no crickets out cause they're long gone,
And my bed is calling my name,
Too much work has been assigned,
If only my teachers felt the same,
Well I must go now and finish quick,
So I can get some rest,
All I ask for is some sleep,
That is my only quest.
So I'll stay up all night,
Long after the world goes to bed
When there's no longer any light,
So tired that my eyes are stinging
And my neck will soon collapse,
Maybe if I just rest my head,
If only for a second on my lap,
There's no crickets out cause they're long gone,
And my bed is calling my name,
Too much work has been assigned,
If only my teachers felt the same,
Well I must go now and finish quick,
So I can get some rest,
All I ask for is some sleep,
That is my only quest.
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
Lend A Hand
A hot shower after a long day,
A soothing voice telling you it's going to be okay,
A quenched thirst after hours of being parched,
A bright light when all you see is dark,
A helping hand when you have fallen down,
A new friend when no one else is around,
All these things are what we owe each other,
Friend neighbor sister and brother.
A soothing voice telling you it's going to be okay,
A quenched thirst after hours of being parched,
A bright light when all you see is dark,
A helping hand when you have fallen down,
A new friend when no one else is around,
All these things are what we owe each other,
Friend neighbor sister and brother.
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
Peace
There was once a man,
And he had one wish,
He dreamed that people of all color,
Would soon coexist,
They say his dream has come true,
But it is only hate that I see,
How much longer until,
We're all truly free,
We hate boys who like boys,
And girls who like girls,
We set them aflame,
As we sing we are the world,
We inhale hate,
And exhale disgust,
I know there's love underneath it,
Below the dirt and the dust,
One day we will find love,
And we'll live in peace,
All of our violent acts,
will finally cease.
And he had one wish,
He dreamed that people of all color,
Would soon coexist,
They say his dream has come true,
But it is only hate that I see,
How much longer until,
We're all truly free,
We hate boys who like boys,
And girls who like girls,
We set them aflame,
As we sing we are the world,
We inhale hate,
And exhale disgust,
I know there's love underneath it,
Below the dirt and the dust,
One day we will find love,
And we'll live in peace,
All of our violent acts,
will finally cease.
Monday, February 8, 2010
Love
You lay out on the rusty tracks,
Close your eyes and don't look back,
Life is the train that's coming your way,
Love will let you live another day,
All the pain that you endure,
All your agony can be cured,
Love is the road to your salvation,
But it takes time and time takes patience,
One day you'll find the one who's right,
Her love will let you sleep at night,
Your life has purpose cause she's around,
Your breathing where you used to drown,
You two live happily ever after,
Your world is full of joy and laughter,
It won't be easy all the time,
But in the end you two will be fine,
Close your eyes and don't look back,
Life is the train that's coming your way,
Love will let you live another day,
All the pain that you endure,
All your agony can be cured,
Love is the road to your salvation,
But it takes time and time takes patience,
One day you'll find the one who's right,
Her love will let you sleep at night,
Your life has purpose cause she's around,
Your breathing where you used to drown,
You two live happily ever after,
Your world is full of joy and laughter,
It won't be easy all the time,
But in the end you two will be fine,
Sleep
It's so late,
It's too late,
The sun will soon peek out of the dark sky,
But I can't sleep,
I can only think,
About that twinkle in your eye,
A twinkle that shines so bright,
Just like the starry sky,
A twinkle that is full of love,
It's full of you and I,
It's so late,
It's too late,
And my eyes are wide awake,
I have this feeling of energy,
Which I can't seem to shake,
With sugar flowing through my veins,
And a circus in my head,
I know only one thing for certain,
It's that I'm far from bed,
It's so late,
It's too late,
My eyelids light as a feather,
No matter what,
I just can't sleep,
Among the living I am tethered,
It's so late,
It's too late,
I want to drift away,
I toss I turn,
But I can't sleep,
My body thinks it's day,
It's so late,
It's too late,
The price of rest will not come cheap,
Maybe if,
I close my eyes,
I will finally...
It's too late,
The sun will soon peek out of the dark sky,
But I can't sleep,
I can only think,
About that twinkle in your eye,
A twinkle that shines so bright,
Just like the starry sky,
A twinkle that is full of love,
It's full of you and I,
It's so late,
It's too late,
And my eyes are wide awake,
I have this feeling of energy,
Which I can't seem to shake,
With sugar flowing through my veins,
And a circus in my head,
I know only one thing for certain,
It's that I'm far from bed,
It's so late,
It's too late,
My eyelids light as a feather,
No matter what,
I just can't sleep,
Among the living I am tethered,
It's so late,
It's too late,
I want to drift away,
I toss I turn,
But I can't sleep,
My body thinks it's day,
It's so late,
It's too late,
The price of rest will not come cheap,
Maybe if,
I close my eyes,
I will finally...
Saturday, February 6, 2010
The Unexplainable
How do you explain the unexplainable,
The same way you tame the untameable,
You must become the unexplainably untameable beast and arise from the rubble,
Come out from underneath,
You must overcome and outdo
all of the opponents that come to you,
You need to work harder and think faster in order to be the best,
You must never give up you can never take a rest,
if you want to overcome then you will never be done,
fighting for your life you must stay and never run.
The same way you tame the untameable,
You must become the unexplainably untameable beast and arise from the rubble,
Come out from underneath,
You must overcome and outdo
all of the opponents that come to you,
You need to work harder and think faster in order to be the best,
You must never give up you can never take a rest,
if you want to overcome then you will never be done,
fighting for your life you must stay and never run.
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Friday, February 5, 2010
What's It About?
It's not about dying it's about living,
It's not about taking it's about giving,
It's all about hope and it's all about dreams,
It's not about falling apart at the seams,
There's always more water in a glass that's half full,
It's easier to push if there's someone to pull,
It's not about giving up but giving a chance,
It's not about neglect it's about lending a hand,
It's not about tomorrow cause that day will never come,
And when it does you'll realize your life is all done,
It's all about this moment right here and right now,
It's about speaking up and it's about speaking loud,
Don't be afraid to speak up your voice will be heard,
You will be respected it's what you deserve,
You've been given a gift so treat it with respect,
Because as far as you know it's the last one you'll get.
It's not about taking it's about giving,
It's all about hope and it's all about dreams,
It's not about falling apart at the seams,
There's always more water in a glass that's half full,
It's easier to push if there's someone to pull,
It's not about giving up but giving a chance,
It's not about neglect it's about lending a hand,
It's not about tomorrow cause that day will never come,
And when it does you'll realize your life is all done,
It's all about this moment right here and right now,
It's about speaking up and it's about speaking loud,
Don't be afraid to speak up your voice will be heard,
You will be respected it's what you deserve,
You've been given a gift so treat it with respect,
Because as far as you know it's the last one you'll get.
Thursday, February 4, 2010
Two Way Mirror
Through the tinted glass you stare,
Your eyes are set on me,
I suppose that you are unaware,
That it is you I see,
Are you frightened by the fact,
That I'm staring in your eyes,
Or are you really confident,
in this two way mirror as your disguise,
Do you know that I can see,
The fear that's on your face,
Do you know I know you're weak,
It's you whose a disgrace,
Do you know you've lost control,
There's no one on your side,
You should give up now and dig a hole,
In which you can forever hide.
Your eyes are set on me,
I suppose that you are unaware,
That it is you I see,
Are you frightened by the fact,
That I'm staring in your eyes,
Or are you really confident,
in this two way mirror as your disguise,
Do you know that I can see,
The fear that's on your face,
Do you know I know you're weak,
It's you whose a disgrace,
Do you know you've lost control,
There's no one on your side,
You should give up now and dig a hole,
In which you can forever hide.
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
Empty
Outside going in and inside going out,
My heart is exposed filled with sadness and doubt,
I feel empty now there is nothing inside,
There's no place to run and no place to hide,
Where is my soul it's surely gone away,
I feel it disintegrating day after day,
I'm exposed in the open you can all see my flaws,
I can't move I'm frozen just waiting to thaw,
I try to stand strong refusing to cry,
I'll never give up until the day that I die,
I'll never stop loving and I'll always care,
It's okay that this sucks cause life isn't fair.
My heart is exposed filled with sadness and doubt,
I feel empty now there is nothing inside,
There's no place to run and no place to hide,
Where is my soul it's surely gone away,
I feel it disintegrating day after day,
I'm exposed in the open you can all see my flaws,
I can't move I'm frozen just waiting to thaw,
I try to stand strong refusing to cry,
I'll never give up until the day that I die,
I'll never stop loving and I'll always care,
It's okay that this sucks cause life isn't fair.
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
Confusion
Everything’s spinning round and round,
I can’t stand up I’m falling down,
My stomach is empty cause I feel too full,
My life’s too exciting cause it feels so dull,
I took the first right but it was really a left,
My hearing’s improving cause I’m going deaf,
I slacked on my work so I’d do real well,
It’s really cold out so we must be in hell,
I learned to run before I could walk,
I write on white paper with only white chalk,
I sleep all day and I stay awake through night,
So that my eyes can be open when the sun is real bright,
I hate that I love and I love that I hate,
I enjoy the long lines cause I can’t stand the wait,
I hate festive times cause I love festive cheer,
I feel so alone because everyone’s near,
My world’s right side up but it looks upside down,
That’s why I always smile whenever I frown.
I can’t stand up I’m falling down,
My stomach is empty cause I feel too full,
My life’s too exciting cause it feels so dull,
I took the first right but it was really a left,
My hearing’s improving cause I’m going deaf,
I slacked on my work so I’d do real well,
It’s really cold out so we must be in hell,
I learned to run before I could walk,
I write on white paper with only white chalk,
I sleep all day and I stay awake through night,
So that my eyes can be open when the sun is real bright,
I hate that I love and I love that I hate,
I enjoy the long lines cause I can’t stand the wait,
I hate festive times cause I love festive cheer,
I feel so alone because everyone’s near,
My world’s right side up but it looks upside down,
That’s why I always smile whenever I frown.
Monday, February 1, 2010
Life is a Gamble
Life is a gamble you win or you lose,
But you must always play the game,
It's a feeling of running across the tracks,
And racing the on coming train,
It's a game where you must take a risk,
In order to win the prize,
It's a feeling of looking death in the face,
And staring deep in it's eyes,
It's love and it's hate and it's all in between,
And I promise that you will have fun,
So don't ponder now just go and just live,
And we'll talk when it's all said and done.
But you must always play the game,
It's a feeling of running across the tracks,
And racing the on coming train,
It's a game where you must take a risk,
In order to win the prize,
It's a feeling of looking death in the face,
And staring deep in it's eyes,
It's love and it's hate and it's all in between,
And I promise that you will have fun,
So don't ponder now just go and just live,
And we'll talk when it's all said and done.
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