Confusion

Everything’s spinning round and round,
I can’t stand up I’m falling down,
My stomach is empty cause I feel too full,
My life’s too exciting cause it feels so dull,
I took the first right but it was really a left,
My hearing’s improving cause I’m going deaf,
I slacked on my work so I’d do real well,
It’s really cold out so we must be in hell,
I learned to run before I could walk,
I write on white paper with only white chalk,
I sleep all day and I stay awake through night,
So that my eyes can be open when the sun is real bright,
I hate that I love and I love that I hate,
I enjoy the long lines cause I can’t stand the wait,
I hate festive times cause I love festive cheer,
I feel so alone because everyone’s near,
My world’s right side up but it looks upside down,
That’s why I always smile whenever I frown.