Bad Choices

You contradict your original choice,
While being argued with by your own voice,
Changing your mind a few times a day,
But when you’re asked you never change what you say,
It’s okay to mess up once or twice,
But it gets a little old once it happens thrice,
And it’s been happening again and again and again,
So I’m done there’s no more help that I can lend,
I’m all out I’ve worked so hard,
Even though I was continually getting scarred,
And it’s not my fault we don’t share the blame,
Maybe that was true once but things aren’t the same
You seem to cover up everything inside,
You’re not living a life it’s just one big lie,
Things seem to catch up quicker than you thought,
And there’s no more second chances to be bought,
I really tried my hardest I put myself through hell,
To attempt to ensure that your life would turn out well,
And yes I’m sorry that I failed when I tried to help,
But now you know the pain with which I’ve dealt,
I’m not going to tell you that everything will be okay,
Because I don’t lie with every single word I say,
But I can tell you one thing and that’s listen to your heart,
Do what it says and maybe you’ll find the restart,
Right now I’m the one that will say goodbye,
And you can have a turn at a daily cry,
I wish it didn’t have to go like this,
But it all seemed to change after that last kiss,
So live your life and find what makes it better,
Because ahead there’s a lot of stormy weather,
I’m living mine and I’m living free,
And I’m living a life where I’m living for me,
This is the lesson you learn when you mess up too bad,
And you lost every thing that you ever had,
Next time you’ll think before you choose,
Cause you never know what you’ll lose.